My Life, Love, Dreams and Hopes!

Communication Skills

Great! This is exciting! I am having Communication Skill class right now and blogging... challenging eh? Shall apply what I am learning now into this blog then. Alright.. I realised that I have been entering class late must be the unfamiliarity of the school to me. OK I am just consoling myself. I have to change blog soon coz i cannot paragraph here. Yesterday was tiring and I really have lots of JAVA to learn from. SO dead. Even waiting in the wrong school yesterday. Hilarious actually. Collected the car in great condition I must say and yup I collected the money from teh person who knocked my car! I was intimidation on my way to the workshop by 2 stray dogs which looked pretty silly. Just imagine a big guy like me frightened of 2 stray dogs. OK. Anyway that is all.. Morning World! HAve a nice day!
Friday, August 26, 2005
10:56 a.m.
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My 2nd Day in School

Survived my 2nd day in school! Leadership and Teambuilding Class with Prof Kong. A Highly interactive class.. 3.15 hours long. Wow. Wasn't too bad I guess, Only that I and perlyn went to the wrong class and couldn't find the class for like 20 mins and was therefore late! I went to the PC clinic for the first time to get my com configured and I guess it wasn't as bad and the guys and emmeline described it to be. Gotta start studying soon and buy textbooks man! I missed going to ToysRUs.. Managed to catch 3 hours of nap today b4 going out for dinner. Sigh.. and unfortunately met in a little accident where a car scratched my left front bumper.. so ya.. waste of time! Love in its truest form knows no barrier no language no boundry I guess and this is why I guess my love will know what I am thinking about, of what I feel of what I need and what will be for us. I wish life love and dreams were as simple as it seems. Nitez world!
Thursday, August 25, 2005
12:49 a.m.
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Children - the dream of tomorrow

Sleep as hey all say is essential for the human health, and thus I assume I am not so healthy these days. Guess what? I still love little children.. no matter how naughty, how mischievous they may be, their laughter and innocence brighten up the darkest days of our lives. I was at Jin Tai Pri and yup the kids were wonderful. They ran to their parents like sheeps to their shepards and simplistic is their lives that we can often wonder in amazement how easily contented they can be. They brighten up my gloomiest days.. I love kids! Oh did I mention that today I stopped 2 kids from fighting too outside my Clementi Primary School. Ha boy was his violent, sticky and smelly and yet I held him tightly afraid he might just go berserk. My little adventure at Clementi Primary School today I guess. My special someone was waiting for me, missing me I guess... was she or was she not? She must be I guess... sigh. Life is weird and still as tough as it is. Can it be without for once any complication or expectation so that we will never be frustrated with one another? I am pretty much looking forward to school and education yet truly I am still apprehensive about it too. Will I be able to cope? Will my love fade away? I guess not. I read your blog dear.. I am really touched by your love for him so much so that I think even someone like me ain't worthy for you. Love is patient, Love is kind ... Most importantly that the bible didn't state was Love was meant to be simple and not complex.. I'm going to bed. Gdnite World! Kiss you gdnite and may the stars shine brightly and when I wake up may all my sorrows disappear! *MUACKS*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
01:14 a.m.
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A Whole New World

Amazing is life the way God plans it for us. For almost 2 years I have been wallowing in sorrows and misery, trapped away from happiness and freedom of life. Never have I expected me to smile against the bitterness of what life has installed. But I guess "He works in ways we cannot see..." I must learn to treasure the friends around me. School is about to start.. A whole new life in a collegial college (corny) but yes.. School really looks amazing and indeed impressed me much. I am not that Mr Smart or Mr diligent but somehow I scrapped into this prestigious Singapore Management University which I used to think is just another substitute for the National University of Singapore and Nanyang Technological University but truly I love the life at SMU! Friends made were amazing!!! I just pray that this friendships that I've found will last true to my days in my 4 yrs around and beyond. Convocation was grand and more than expected. Honestly I thought the whole procession of many Professors marching in gave many a dejavu of what they saw in Harry Potter's movie! It was kinda hilarious I must say.. How I wish they gave me the sorting hat and put me to slitereen! In all, SMU here I come. I am through with my old self and am travelling on a new chapter of my life and I guess I've found that special someone in my life, someone I can hold so tightly and watch the world pass me by, for that I am thankful enough. I am still working as an operations executive and am challenging myself to greater heights and see what God has really put into me. I need to run to my saviour... I'm drifting in every moment away from my Father.. draw me close! And so this is a new chapter of my life! A Whole New World! Amen
Sunday, August 21, 2005
06:48 p.m.
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Memories come crashing through

Here I am playing with those memories again And just when I thought time had set me free Those thoughts of you keep taunting me Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew Though each and every part of me has tried Only you can fill that space inside So there's no sense pretending My heart it's not mending Just when I thought I was over you And just when I thought I could stand on my own Oh baby those memories come crashing through And I just can't go on without On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone I've done everything I can to ease the pain But only you can stop the rain I just can't live without you I miss everything about you Just when I thought I was over you And just when I thought I could stand on my own Oh baby those memories come crashing through And I just can't go on without Go on without It's just no good without you
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
05:26 p.m.
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the revival of the blog

hello world! its been a long time since i last blogged... oh dear.. i reckon my language has deproved. have been tokking to a bunch of idiots lately and they are my university mates. very much apprehensive about starting school really. and i realised that ya, i've managed to loosen up myself after all that numbness and strained emotions that i went through i guess its time to start a new chapter of my life. i realised i have backslided a whole lot and i guess i'm still looking for that special someone who will deliver me closer to his arms once again. enough said.. here is where i disclose my deepest emotions and think reviving this blog should be safe i dun think anyone else will read my blog.. latest update? i'm lost in matters of the heart.. truly madly deeply lost and so lost am i that i think i'm going insane but shh... dun tell anyone ok diary. enough for today as a opening ceremony. gdnite world!
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
10:36 p.m.
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